• HIVFACEFor all the progress made in the fight against HIV and AIDS, the largest and most constant struggle has always been with stigma. Greg’ry Revenj knows all too well how even someone who loves you can fall into the mentality perpetrated by stigma.

    “[My grandmother and I] were in LA right before HIV Plus magazine came out,” he remembers. “We stopped to get food, and my grandmother ordered a soda. I asked her for a sip, but when I gave her the cup back, she had a funny look. ‘Are you sure it’s okay for me to drink after you?’” She was worried that she might get HIV from just sharing a drink with him.

    “We’re going to stop stigma through knowledge,” he explains. “We aren’t doing enough to get the right message out there.”

    Greg’ry made sure his grandmother understood how HIV was transmitted and emphasized the difference between HIV (the virus) and AIDS (the condition caused when the immune system is compromised). After HIV Plus magazine came out with Greg’ry on the cover, he launched “Educate Yourself,” a tour across Texas to talk to small LGBTQ organizations, HIV organizations, and schools. By telling his story, he was able to demonstrate that HIV is not the death sentence it once was.

    Hardedgeshoot2Showing people HIV is not the end meant living his life publically.

    Greg’ry finished the final leg of his tour at the Q Austin, ASA’s Mpowerment program. Soon after, he was invited to speak at the Hill Country Ride for AIDS’s (HCRA) opening ceremonies. “In 2014, when I was doing intake at ASA and getting care at David Powell, HCRA was out there raising money for me. So it was cool to see the other side of it in 2015.” Greg’ry felt incredible being able to speak in front of so many people involved with the cause, not just his generation, but even people who had lived through the AIDS crisis of the 80s. “To me it was a thank you. You guys raising money might not see the end result, but I am the end result. You really saved my life.”

    Looking to the future, Greg’ry wants to do more for the community. To that purpose, he started a support group called “Talk Positively,” which meets monthly at an Austin restaurant to just talk about what it’s like to be positive. While the dinner is sponsored by the pharmaceutical company Gilead, Greg’ry emphasizes that the group is a safe place to learn without being sold anything.

    “We talk about what we want to talk about. What this community needs. What they feel the community needs.” Greg’ry feels that the gay community does not have enough leadership, so he hopes he can provide that for the Austin community.

    With all that he has gone through, Greg’ry feels fortunate to have a good head on his shoulders. While he describes his past self as feeling invincible, he has since become a cautious person who thinks things through before acting.

    unnamed-2Before he got into care, before he isolated himself in Chicago, and before he even knew his status, Greg’ry had been on the verge of starting a romance with a young man named Nathan. Overwhelmed by learning he had HIV, Greg’ry stopped talking to him. When Nathan finally demanded to know what had happened, Greg’ry told him, unsure what his reaction would be.

    Nathan’s response: “You shouldn’t have had to go through that alone.”

    They have now been together over a year. “He wanted all the information,” Greg’ry explains, “And wanted to be by my side.” Although at first, Greg’ry didn’t want Nathan to be at risk, he now he knows that serodiscordant couples have a multitude of options to protect themselves. “It’s nice when you have someone who cares for you completely.”

    Throughout his journey, Greg’ry has battled misinformation and stigma, educating himself, teaching his loved ones, and even helping strangers connect to face HIV together. “If I can give knowledge to anyone, men or women, gay or straight, that’s what I want to do.”

  • unnamed-1Born in Indianapolis, Indiana, Greg’ry Revenj moved in with his grandmother in Basin, MO at a young age. Much of his curiosity and creativity came from living in this small mining town. An outdoorsy kid, he often climbed mountains, rode his bike, swam in creeks, and spent his winters sledding. In addition, his grandmother instilled a strong ethical and moral code in Greg’ry to which he credits his drive to do good.

    “It’s important to live your life with purpose and be careful how you present yourself,” he explains. “Treat people the way you want to be treated.” Building on Greg’ry’s already creative nature, his grandmother taught him how to think outside the box while staying true to himself: “Dance as if no one is watching.”

    Greg’ry always wanted to be a fashion designer, so after high school, he attended The International Academy of Design. However, he often clashed with his teachers’ prescriptions and longed to break out and do what loved. Cutting ties with the school, he renamed himself Revenj and launched his own clothing line and website in 2008. Being on his own, he learned how to succeed quickly, establishing a new brand identity and image.

    body1After spending five years in Seattle, he moved to Dallas where his grandmother was at the time. He soon realized the city simply didn’t suit him. Rather, he felt himself being drawn to another Texas town he had heard of: one with a great music scene, hipsters, and weirdness. Greg’ry moved to Austin in 2013 to continue on the next step of his fashion career.

    However, his passion had to take a back seat after he learned he was living with HIV.

    “I want to put my time and effort into making a difference,” Greg’ry insists. When he was first diagnosed, he was advised to tell only people he was close to, only when he was comfortable. However, even then, he knew he had to tell his story. “Before, I didn’t feel like I had a purpose or a driving force. Even though my original plans [for my clothing line] got derailed, I think it’s for the better.”

    Soon after, Greg’ry was chosen to be on the cover of HIV Plus Magazine. Before the issue hit stands, he had no idea what waited in store for him. A friend who was also featured in the magazine, Chris Richey, took him aside to give him a warning: “I can’t change your mind. I know you want to be the new face of HIV, and want to make a difference and do good. But when this magazine comes out, be ready for it.”

    To Greg’ry, that was the best piece of advice he could have received.

    1907523_1580245725597007_4531928185838975818_nIn just a few weeks, he was flooded with social media followers. Strangers wrote him messages: “You inspired me to get tested.” “I just found out I’m positive and know I’m not going to die.”

    Greg’ry still talks to his grandmother every day. “When I came out as gay, she had to learn all the gay jargon. When I came out as positive, she had to learn all the HIV jargon. She was scared when I first told her I was positive. But all she wanted was honesty—to know if I was healthy or sick.” Throughout the past year, she has continued to support him, helping him manage both the virus and being a public figure.

    While Greg’ry knows that he isn’t the typical person living with HIV—he is well employed, has health insurance, never misses an appointment, and makes sure to think through even decision he makes—he hopes his experience can give both knowledge and hope to someone else. He has now been on treatment for more than a year and has been virally suppressed since November of 2014. “I didn’t even realize how bad I felt before I got on the medication. I sleep better now and have more energy.

    “I feel normal again.”

  • 102HIV_Cover_p0.indd“I don’t think I liked myself before my diagnosis.”

    At just 25 years of age, and a little over a year after he found out he had HIV, Greg’ry Revenj has taken on the world, committing himself to educating people about HIV. After he made the cover of HIV Plus magazine last year, he started a tour of Texas called “Educate Yourself,” in order to tell his story, talk about HIV, and help people understand that HIV is not the end. However, Greg’ry wasn’t always so open about his status or optimistic about his life.

    “When I first found out, I just shut down…. I was not as careful as I am now. I felt invincible. I guess that’s the mentality everyone has when they are young.”

    In December of 2013, Greg’ry started feeling sick. He was in a new relationship and trusted his partner, but he was constantly exhausted and weak. A quick google search proved to be devastating. “It could have been cancer or HIV,” he says. “I thought, ‘Either way, you are going to die.'”

    Not ready to face his fate, Greg’ry waited until February to purchase an OraQuick test. After it came up positive, Greg’ry came to ASA for a confirmatory. “You have to deal with it if this is going to be your life now,” he recalls telling himself. The second rapid test at ASA came up positive, as he knew it would, and as he waited a week for the confirmatory test results, he contemplated the idea that he was now living with HIV.

    Natural2014springOn an intellectual level, Greg’ry knew his status, but he still hadn’t processed what it truly meant to live with HIV. With a long trip to Chicago, Greg’ry cut himself off from the world, taking the time to focus on the situation, often sitting by the water to think. “I was very sad,” he recalls. “I felt like I was going to die because of all the misinformation out there. I started asking if I had lived life to the fullest: ‘Are you happy with who you are? Have you made a difference?’ I felt like I hadn’t done anything worthwhile yet.”

    When he returned in Austin in June, he had done a little research. He knew taking pills were a possibility, but he still grappled with the severity of the disease. “I was teetering. I could die; I could not die.” Through ASA, Greg’ry was connected to David Powell clinic, where he posed the ultimate question to the doctor: “What are the chances of survival?”

    The doctor had nothing to say to that. In fact, he was confused by the question.

    For the first time, Greg’ry realized he could live a full, complete life with HIV. His life was not over. In fact, the most mind-blowing part of the visit was when the doctor finally asked him, “Are you ready to start medication?”

    For many people of a certain generation, HIV meant a death sentence. The drug AZT was the only available treatment for many years, but the side effects were legendary, with many patients allegedly choosing to pass away from AIDS rather than live with the side effects. However, all that changed with the introduction of protease inhibitors in the mid-90s: effective medications that could keep the virus at bay and bring back the immune system. Today, anyone infected with the virus can lead a long, healthy life with treatment.

    That’s the message Greg’ry hopes to spread far and wide to his generation. “I’m the self-proclaimed new face of HIV. Now that I have a voice, I have to use it. I have to do something with it. How do I tell people they are not going to die?”

    He could not have predicted the response he would get.

  • When the Capital Area AIDS Legal Project (CAALP) was first founded by Kirk Rice, it presented a novel solution to an invisible problem. People living with and affected by HIV finally had a resource to turn to for legal advice, representation, and referrals. Over the years, AIDS Services of Austin built up a pool of over 185 volunteer lawyers from around Austin.

    At the same time, another organization, Volunteer Legal Services (VLS) was offering legal assistance in Austin to low-income people. While ASA offered something different and more tailored to a particular population, it became hard to stay organized and keep up with increasing demand. ASA soon started referring clients to VLS, and last year, their partnership shifted to a new model.

    Now, ASA contracts with VLS to run the CAALP program. A VLS staff members (including attorneys or case placement coordinators) work at the ASA offices during a portion of each weekday to provide services, working with intake to confirm clients meet eligibility guidelines. The in-house attorneys can then either help the client themselves or refer cases to volunteer attorneys.

    “Sometimes the hardest part of the job,” says Sue Campion, ASA’s Chief Programs Officer, “can be follow up, especially for clients focused on health issues. Staying organized can be challenging.” In order to make sure clients receive the help they need, VLS staff often work with case managers to stay on top of emerging issues, not just with client but with the community. For instance, Austin’s housing issues have become increasingly complex as property rates near the city increase. For those clients receiving housing assistance, it may be necessary to find accommodations outside the city, which can be daunting for someone who has lived in Austin their whole life.

    Not only do VLS staff understand the economic, medical, and emotional issues people living with HIV may be facing, they also know how important it is for people to stay educated. They offer regular clinics for people affected by HIV, including family members or loved ones of people living with HIV.

    In order to receive services, clients must be living within 187.5% of the federal poverty level. However, they do not need to be case managed at ASA. In fact, referrals come to VLS not only through ASA, but through the Wright House Wellness Center, Project Transitions, CommUnityCare’s David Powell Clinic, and Waterloo Counseling Center.

    The process starts with an intake form. Many of the people inquiring may never need to engage the services of a lawyer. Hundreds of clients are able to get their questions answered with free legal advice. When clients may need more than just advice, the VLS staff will determine whether they have legal recourse or not.

    For staff attorney Jonathan Buck, one challenge is getting together the large amount of paperwork needed. “With clinics, oftentimes the case isn’t ready to be referred to an attorney. But if we think a case is likely to make it through, we will write a memo to send to our volunteer base to get them interested in helping.”

    “A lot of the cases we help with,” Jonathan explains, “are the most basic things: getting social security benefits or disability income, keeping clients housed.” Many clients living with HIV may have other issues that require them to get certain forms in order. “The face of HIV and AIDS is so different than it used to be. There is this additional layer of having all these health problems in addition to HIV. And some people may not be on the best terms with their family because of the stigma associated with HIV. If they don’t have the right paperwork in place [before a crisis], it won’t be their partner making decisions for them.”

    Jonathan came to CAALP after practicing law for 10 years. During those years, he volunteered whenever he could. “Those were the cases I got the most out of. I got to help someone that really needed the help and appreciated the help.” For many young attorneys, working at a law firm might mean never visiting a courtroom and or spending years on a case that gets settled out of court. Volunteering provides an opportunity for them to present cases in front of a judge and see happy clients as cases close successfully.

    Jonathan also enjoys the challenge of helping people and connecting with them, getting them to remember him and understand the importance of coming back to follow up. “You have to communicate. You have to be empathetic to get them to put their guard down.”

    While the job might seem stressful to some, Jonathan insists it is not. “It’s fun! It’s nice to know that I can sit for 10 to 20 minutes with someone and make a big impact in their lives. Every day I have the chance to help people with the knowledge and skills that I have.”

    If you think you qualify for VLS’s services and are in need of legal help, contact them at 512-406-6173 or

  • The Octopus Club is proud to partner with Guerrilla Queer Bar for their very last homo happy hour!  For 15 years, GQB has hosted nearly 200 invasions of unsuspecting straight bars to spread queer cheer.  For their last hurrah, GQB has decided to take over Cheer Up Charlies, the queer-inclusive refuge at 900 Red River Street.  And they’re donating a percentage of the evening’s proceeds to the Paul Kirby Emergency Fund at AIDS Services of Austin!image001

    “When I started the Austin Outpost of the Guerrilla Queer Bar on July 25, 2000, I had no idea that we’d embark upon a 15-year journey together.  So much has changed in Austin’s gay community over the years,” said GQB founder Richard MacKinnon, who described the group as part tour group, part missionary, part diplomacy, and a lot of camaraderie.

    Attendees are invited to wear a white t-shirt and bring markers to decorate it with, and commemorate GQB’s legacy with a custom souvenir. Friday will feature cool vibes from DJ Daddie Dearest. Come prepared to vibrate with us! MacKinnon and several others have pledged to contribute to ASA’s emergency fund a “DJ Match” equal to five percent of the evening’s proceeds.  

    It’s not too late join the DJ Match!  Just contact The Octopus Club!  The Octopus Club will also be available to accept donations.

    RSVP for the event on Facebook!

    Octopus_Club_Logo_2011The Octopus Club is a grassroots all-volunteer organization dedicated to raising funds and awareness for the Paul Kirby Emergency Fund at ASA through events and parties.  Since its founding in 1989, the Octopus Club has raised more than $2.1 million for the fund, assisting more than 800 ASA clients.

    The Paul Kirby Emergency Fund provides emergency financial assistance to individuals infected with or affected by HIV and AIDS.  These funds are distributed to individuals for basic living needs on a case-by-case basis.  Services paid for by the fund include assistance with emergency food, housing and utilities, medical care, medication, and transportation.  When they have nowhere else to turn, the Paul Kirby Emergency Fund is a helping hand of last resort.

    For more information on The Octopus Club and the emergency fund, visit, and join the email list.

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    If you think being tasked with scanning and organizing old newsletters doesn’t sound like a lot of fun, then you would be right. It isn’t.

    Recently, a box of ASA’s old newsletters turned up at our office, hidden in the back of the Helping Hands Food Bank. The box was weathered, sporting stains and rips over most of its surface. The moment the box was handed to me (I being one of ASA’s summer interns), I knew I was in for it. All I could imagine were the many disgusting things that could be inside of it. Dead bugs were a definite possibility. Dusty papers were guaranteed.

    image003At first, everything went smoothly. This was the type of mindless work that requires agile hands, but little else. Little did I know that the work would become very tiring really fast. Perhaps it was the fact that I ran out of things to look at in the copy room, or the fact that my music playlist became repetitive and I irritable. All I knew is that I soon I was hunching over like a sad Charlie Brown. Three-quarters of the newsletters still had not been touched. My day was souring fast!

    And then, after looking around the copy room for what seemed like the 30th time, I found the stimulation I desperately needed. Little by little, the newsletter headlines started grabbing me. Among my favorite were 1988’s “Federal AZT Funding Temporarily Restored,” 1991’s “New Telephone System Enables Improved ASA Service Despite Initial Frustrations,” and 1992’s “Living with HIV: Demanding Work from Every Angle.” Before I knew it I was sitting down and devouring the articles as if they were Harry Potter novels.

    The articles took me back in time. All of them had a sense of importance because of the history they discussed, but none were dry or boring. Articles highlighting events like a 1988 garage sale pointed to ASA’s humble beginnings, and its dependence on the community, something which is still true today. Reading about the 1988 “Walkathon” and its success in fundraising $82,000 immediately made me think of how much ASA has grown as an organization. Last year’s AIDS Walk, for instance, raised over $250,000, and this year our goal has increased to $275,000 big ones. ASA has blossomed and continues to do so thanks to everyone’s support. There were also articles that pointed to the type of stigma faced by people living with HIV back when information about the infection was still scarce. A 1990 headline “Study Proves Saliva Doesn’t Pass AIDS,” is very telling of how far we’ve come in our understanding of HIV and AIDS.

    image005Seeing the many faces of the people that have worked at ASA over the years was also captivating. The folks who work in our office have always been a diverse group, and getting to see the many group photos and reading snippets of information about newly hired employees was like looking through an old family album. The highlight of my day was reading about Sylvia Lopez (ASA’s 11th hired employee!) and then getting to talk to her and hear about how committed she still is to ASA’s mission.

    The box of newsletters was like a time capsule, with hidden treasures in every one of its articles.

    As my time with ASA nears its end, I can’t help but be happy I got to spend this particular day being exposed to its history. It was rewarding to see the organization’s evolution, from black and white newsletters in 1988 that had to be assembled by hand, to the colorful six-page mailers we produce now. ASA’s thriving history is painted on the covers of its newsletters.

    By the end of the day I was seeing dark spots from being near the scanner for so long. My fingertips were stained with ink from touching the paper so much, and I had suffered from at least 3 paper cuts. And yet, I knew that this (much exaggerated) agony was completely worth it. Uploading the last newsletter to our server gave me the satisfaction of knowing that I was finally done, but also that I had just received the best type of history lesson there is. The kind that approaches you sneakily, so that by the end all you can do is smile at having learned so much.

    Click here to check out some of ASA’s latest and archived newsletters!

    Juan is one of ASA’s summer interns, and he finished his internship with us last week. We wish him all the best in his future endeavors, and thank him for his help over the summer with this project and many others.